|Why are people such bastards sometimes?
||[Oct. 5th, 2005|12:19 am]
Andy a.k.a. Rico Suave
I can take it when someone I don't really know acts totally without regard to my feelings, but it really hurts when a close friend does it.
My friend and I were stayin up, watchin some cartoons and gettin plastered on some Jagermeister (which by the way was his idea, not mine), and he's giving me shit about how I always get tired and go to bed when he still wants to stay up and drink, so I take an adderall to keep me awake.
But then he gets tired and falls asleep, leaving me all alone (and now wide-awake) to try and pass the time. I wouldn't care at all if he hadn't basically pressured me into taking the adderall to stay awake, but now I'm stuck being awake for the next few hours, all alone. Not only that, but he actually got angry when I tried to get him to wake up.
I'm sure he has no idea, but that kind of shit really hurts, when people I care about alot act with complete disregard to my feelings. Maybe I'm just overly sensitive....who knows? Not me, that's for sure.
Well, I guess I'll finish my drink, and try to find something to do....I just wish stuff like this didn't hurt me so much